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You know that knot you get in your throat when you're trying to talk but can't because if you say one word it all becomes real? I hate that.


You know when you can't even put your thoughts into words because your thoughts sometimes don't even make sense to you? I hate that.


You know that feeling that you get when someone is trying to comfort you and you just want to scream? I hate that.


I hate this.